Wednesday, January 28, 2009

fear of vomiting

checking my bank account online reminds me of the fear of throwing up I had when I was a kid.
not only do i feel like i want to puke when i look at it, i mostly am referring to the horrible feeling pre-barfing where your mouth starts to water and you know it's inevitable that it's going to happen, you just have to wait.

that's usually why i avoid clicking the WAMU link on my toolbar. but when i do. i feel that way.

and now i actually feel like barfing because i don't have enough money for rent this month. and that has never happened that i can remember. and with two layed-off parents, i don't forsee a handout in my future.

im going to just hope that my landlords downstairs are as awesome as they seem. :/

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